Thats On Me

[Verse 1]
                     Em
Is this just gettin' older?
I can't get away from this rain
             C
I'm startin' to think that it's me
    Em
And I wanna just create things
               D
But the longer it takes, I feel drained
C                              Em
Can't remember a day I've been sober
Not in a place to take blame
    C
Any more weight, I might break
Em
Tell me, do you feel the same?
         D                  C
Guess we all go the same way
                  D
I'm in a bit of a mess here
I count to ten and I hope to disappear
               Em
I never did my homework
Could I have been more than this?
        C
Findin' a way to exist
Em
Within a world with no risk
        D                    C
Forcin' a shoe that won't fit
                      Em
I spend most the days stoned
And makin' excuses for it
        C
Sayin', "It helped to write this"
Em
But on the real, I'm tight-lipped
         D                      C
Shootin' the shot that I'll miss
                D
And it's so far from near

[Pre-Chorus]
Why the hell am I still here?
                    G
This is not the end of our lives

[Chorus]
               D               C
This is just a bump in the ride
                        G
And I know that it will be alright If it's not,
    D
then
                     C
we're fucked, aren't we?
               G                            D        C
I can't help myself but cry every time that I realise
                 G
Maybe I'll never find my smile
But who's to blame?
D               C
Well, that's on me
                D
Well, that's on me
Well, that's on me
                        Em
Now that the weather is colder

[Verse 2]
Nothin' is maskin' this pain
           C/E
The summer was here, but won't stay
    Em
And we are inside, like, all day
           D/E                   C/E
Regrettin' the things that we say
               Em
And it takes a toll, yeah
The conversation won't end
      C/E
Bein' a  rock for your friends
Em
Cracks in the surface don't mend
     D/E                    C/E
We only break, we don't bend
                       D
And you'd think it was so clear
But I can't see nothin' but the fear
               Em
I'm feelin' so bloated
Thinkin' a salad won't do
         C/E
Might as well open up two
Em
Lockin' myself in my room
       D/E                  C/E
Hopin' that this'll end soon
                Em
And no one will notice
What I will put myself through
            C/E
'Cause they will hate themselves too
Em
Isn't it mad what we do?
           D/E                  C/E
Pretendin' to win, but just lose
                D
And it's so far from near

[Pre-Chorus]
Why the hell am I still here?
                    G
This is not the end of our lives

[Chorus]
               D               C
This is just a bump in the ride
                        G
And I know that it will be alright If it's not,
    D
then
                     C
we're fucked, aren't we?
               G                            D        C
I can't help myself but cry every time that I realise
                 G
Maybe I'll never find my smile
But who's to blame?
D               C
Well, that's on me
                D
Well, that's on me
Well, that's on me

[Bridge]
                Am                   G
Too many things on my mind To process
               D
moments of life
                    Am
There's some days I lose my drive Then, some,
     G
can't
                D
control the fire
               Am                          G
I'm aware that things take time But I'm not
             D
a patient guy
            Am                         G
Maybe, if I wait, I'll find Resemblance
                D
of peace of mind
                     Em
This is just gettin' older

[Verse 3]
Runnin' away from our past
         C
Knowin', the calm, it won't last
Em
Bein' a mouse in this grass
        D
Feelin' the snakes behind us
C                     Em
And I'm searchin' for closure
But nothin' is healin' these scars
        C/E
When I open up, they just laugh
Em
Sayin' if they had just half
             D/E               C/E
Then nothin' would ever be dark
                D
Is it, "New me, new year"

[Pre-Chorus]
Or just the same old blue sphere?
                    G
This is not the end of our lives

[Chorus]
               D               C
This is just a bump in the ride
                        G
And I know that it will be alright If it's not,
    D
then
                     C
we're fucked, aren't we?
               G                            D        C
I can't help myself but cry every time that I realise
                 G
Maybe I'll never find my smile
But who's to blame?
D               C
Well, that's on me
                D
Well, that's on me
Well, that's on me
                G D
Well, that's on me

[Outro]
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