Chaotic

[Intro]
| Bbadd9 | Dm7 |

[Verse 1]
C
Csus4            Bbadd9                             Dm7
     I have this paralyzing fear that I'll maybe go nowhere
           C                                      Csus4
But God forbid me ever admitting I could be scared
            Bbadd9
And I can't stand my friends right now,
                  Dm7
we got nothing in common
          C
But being lonely's worse than just having friends that
          Csus4
don't care

[Pre-Chorus]
            Bbadd9               Dm7               C
You said it looks like I've been going through hell
How did you know? How could you tell?
Bbadd9         Dm7         C
Ask   me to explain myself, well

[Chorus]
                  Bbadd9                      Dm7
I'm trying my best      here to be brutally honest
                C
Nobody said changing would be this exhausting
                   Bbadd9                              Dm7
A foot on the brake      'cause it's been making me carsick
                   C
How could you blame me? Growing up is chaotic

[Verse 2]
            Bbadd9                             Dm7
Don't wanna say   it but I really think that I miss him
              C
It might seem stupid but I still look through all of our
texts
              Bbadd9
Who knew that wanting someonе could ever make mе this
Dm7
desperate
                          C       Csus4
Don't think I'll do that again, no

[Pre-Chorus]
            Bbadd9               Dm7               C
You said it looks like I've been going through hell
How did you know? How could you tell?
Bbadd9         Dm7         C
Ask   me to explain myself, well

[Chorus]
                  Bbadd9                      Dm7
I'm trying my best      here to be brutally honest
                C
Nobody said changing would be this exhausting
                   Bbadd9                              Dm7
A foot on the brake      'cause it's been making me carsick
                   C
How could you blame me? Growing up is chaotic

[Bridge]
    Gm                              Bbadd9
And maybe I'm just blowing all this shit  up in my head
Dm7                    Fsus2
   But I can't help it,     no,
I can't help it
Gm                                Bbadd9
Fooling myself thinking that I'll never love again
Dm7
   Goddamn, I felt it,
Fsus2
     I really felt it
Gm                              Bbadd9
Maybe I'm just blowing all this shit  up in my head
Dm7                    Fsus2
   But I can't help it,     no,
I can't help it
Gm                                 Bbadd9
Spending too much time on things I know  that I'll forget
Dm7                 C
   But damn, I felt it

[Outro]
                  Bbadd9                      Dm7
I'm trying my best      here to be brutally honest
                C
Nobody said changing would be this exhausting
                   Bbadd9                         Dm7
A foot on the brake      'cause it's making me carsick
                   C/G
How could you blame   me?