Fighting Myself

[Intro]
C#5 A5 G#5 E F#m G#5
C#5 A5 G#5 E
F#m G#5

[Verse 1]
Now,
                C#5
sometimes these thoughts in my head speak so loud
      A5                        G#5        E
Every little thing that I think about just built on top of
the pain and doubt
     F#m                     G#5
Even though I wanna just let it out, I
C#5
   Try to act like I don't mind it,
A5                   G#5
try to keep my mouth so quiet
E
 But sittin' there in my silence,
F#m             G#5
just seems to amplify it
C#5                              A5
When I thought that keepin' this inside would make
G#5
it better
E                                 F#m           G#5
 I never thought that I would end up ruining it forever
C#5
   But everytime I think,
      A5                  G#5
I got everything put back together
E
 I end up making more regrets,
F#m            G#5
   making more regrets

[Chorus]
C#5
Falling from grace,
        A5          G#5
I watch it all come apart
E                          F#m         G#5
Knowing I could've changed it all from the start
C#5                     A5       G#5
   Fighting myself, I always lose
E                     F#m      G#5
 Fighting myself, I always lose

[Verse 2]
C#5                                        A5       G#5
   I didn't want you to think I'm worn out so easily
           E
I wish I'd held it in,
                                F#m         G#5
so you never knew what built up inside of me
      C#5
Now, I   don't know how it overflows,
          A5         G#5
spill out unwillingly
But now,
E                                          F#m           G#5
everything that I learned to hate came out for you to see
        C#5                                A5
I don't want you to promise you can change everything and
     G#5
make it better
E
 'Cause you can bet,
              F#m           G#5
I'm gonna end up ruining it forever
C#5
   And everytime you think,
        A5                  G#5
you got everything put back together
E
 I end up making more regrets,
F#m            G#5
   making more regrets

[Chorus]
C#5
Falling from grace,
        A5          G#5
I watch it all come apart
E                          F#m         G#5
Knowing I could've changed it all from the start
C#5                     A5       G#5
   Fighting myself, I always lose
E                     F#m      G#5
 Fighting myself, I always lose
C#5
Falling from grace,
        A5          G#5
I watch it all come apart
E                          F#m         G#5
Knowing I could've changed it all from the start
C#5                     A5       G#5
   Fighting myself, I always lose
E                     F#m      G#5 C#5
 Fighting myself, I always lose

[Outro]
C#5
   I can't run with this weight on my back
A5            E                         B5
  I can't see 'cause I'm focused on the past
C#5
   I can't breathe, I need to break free
         A5                E             B5
From the anger that is constantly inside me
C#5
   I can't run with this weight on my back
A5            E                         B5
  I can't see 'cause I'm focused on the past
C#5
   I can't breathe, I need to break free
         A5                E     B5
From the anger that is constantly
C#
Falling from grace,
C#5
I  watch it all come apart
A5             E                  B5
Knowing I could've changed it all from the start
C#                 C#5
  I can't breathe, I  need to break free
         A5                E     B5
From the anger that is constantly
C#
Falling from grace,
C#5
I  watch it all come apart
A5             E                  B5
Knowing I could've changed it all from the start
C#                 C#5
  I can't breathe, I  need to break free
         A5                E     B5 C#
From the anger that is constantly