The Gardener

[Intro]
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[Verse 1]
D5
  Don't ever meet their friends
Tells you too much or not enough, or worse,
exactly the wrong thing
Every nuance, every detail,
every movement
Every smell, sound, phrase, inflection
Way she laughs
These are all the things that you either obsessively
fetishize
Or make yourself grow to love
Although you are supposed to be done growing,
she's still growing
It's like a garden with two flowers
One just blooming and casting a shadow just like yours
And then it becomes a struggle of sunlight or rain or weeds

[Pre-Chorus]
D5
  She and every she is doomed to be your idea of her
                                                  F5
She and every she is doomed to be your idea of her

[Chorus]
C5  Db5 D5   C5   F5 C5 Db5   D5   F5
I'm not man enough      to be human
        C5 Db5    D5    C5
But I'm trying to fit in
F5        C5   Db5   D5
  and I'm learning to  fafafafake it

[Verse 2]
D5             D5
  But worse so,  back to the point
You are no longer the flower and the sun
And most importantly the garden or the gardener
A muse, your amusement
I am used,
it's all ruined if you meet their friends

[Pre-Chorus]
D5
  She and every she is doomed to be your idea of her
                                                  F5
She and every she is doomed to be your idea of her

[Chorus]
C5  Db5 D5   C5   F5 C5 Db5   D5   F5
I'm not man enough      to be human
        C5 Db5    D5    C5
But I'm trying to fit in
F5        C5   Db5   D5
  and I'm learning to  fafafafake it
F5    C5 Db5 D5    C5 F5
  Fafafafafafake it
    C5 Db5 D5    F5
Fafafafafafake it
    C5 Db5 D5    C5 F5
Fafafafafafake it
C5 Db5 D5
Fafafafake it

[Bridge]
F5 E5
D5                                                  F5
  You never wanted to share your concept of your creation
                       C5
with any other gods or worshippers
D5 F5          E5
     Your book isn't burned,
D5
  it was never written
F5          G5
  Your book isn't burned,
D5
  it was never written

[Chorus]
F5 C5  Db5 D5   C5   F5 C5 Db5   D5   F5
   I'm not man enough      to be human
        C5 Db5    D5    C5
But I'm trying to fit in
F5        C5   Db5   D5
  and I'm learning to  fafafafake it

[Outro]
F5    C5 Db5 D5    C5 F5
  Fafafafafafake it
    C5 Db5 D5    F5
Fafafafafafake it
    C5 Db5 D5    C5 F5
Fafafafafafake it
C5 Db5 D5
Fafafafake it