Escapism

[Intro]
| Em | - | - | - |

[Pre-Verse]
Em
Sleazin' and teasin', I'm sittin' on him
All of my diamonds are drippin' on him
I met him at the bar,
it was 12 or somethin'
I ordered two more wines, 'cause tonight,
I want him

[Verse 1]
  Em
A little context if you care to listen
I find myself in a shit position
    D
The man that I love sat me down last night
And he told me that it's over,
dumb decision
    Am
And I don't wanna feel how my heart is rippin'
In fact, I don't wanna feel,
so I stick to sippin'
        D          Em
And I'm out on the town with a simple mission
      Bm7
In my little black dress,
and this shit is sittin'

[Pre-Chorus]
       Em
Just a heart broke bitch, high heels,
six inch
In the back of the nightclub,
sippin' champagne
D
I don't trust any of these bitches I'm with
In the back of the taxi,
sniffin' cocaine
      Am
Drunk calls, drunk texts, drunk tears,
drunk sex
I was lookin' for a man who was on the same page
         D           Em
Now it's back to the intro,
back to the bar
       Bm7
To the Bentley, to the hotel,
           Em
to my old ways

[Chorus]
                                          D6
'Cause I don't wanna feel how I did last night
I don't wanna feel how I did last night
Am7
Doctor, doctor, anything, please
Doctor, doctor, have mercy on me,
Em
take this pain away
You're asking me my symptoms, doctor,
I don't wanna feel

[Pre-Verse]
Em
Toke this joint how I'm blowin' this steam
Back to my ways like Twenty Nineteen
Not Twenty Four hours since my ex did dead it
I got a new man on me,
it's about to get sweaty

[Verse 2]
Em
Last night really was the cherry on the cake
Been some dark days lately and I'm finding it crippling
  D
Excuse my state,
I'm as high as your hopes
That you'll make it to my bed,
get me hot and sizzling
     Am
If I take a step back to see the glass half full
At least it's the Prada two piece that I'm trippin' in
D Em                              Bm7
    And I'm already actin' like a dick,
know what I mean?
So you might as well stick it in

[Pre-Chorus]
  Em
A heart broke bitch, high heels,
six inch
In the back of the nightclub,
sippin' champagne
D
I don't trust any of these bitches I'm with
In the back of the taxi,
sniffin' cocaine
      Am
Drunk calls, drunk texts, drunk tears,
drunk sex
I was lookin' for a man who was on the same page
         D           Em
Now it's back to the intro,
back to the bar
       Bm7
To the Bentley, to the hotel,
           Em
to my old ways

[Chorus]
                                          D6
'Cause I don't wanna feel how I did last night
I don't wanna feel how I did last night
Am7
Doctor, doctor, anything, please
Doctor, doctor, have mercy on me,
Em
and take this pain away
You're asking me my symptoms, doctor, I don't wanna feel,
mm

[Pre-Verse]
Em
  What?
                                            D
'Cause I don't wanna feel like I felt last night
                                     Am
I don't wanna feel like I felt last night
Be at peace with the things you can't change
              Em
I'll be naked when I leave and I was naked when I came,
 Bm Em
ye_ah

[Verse 3]
Out of reach, out of touch, too numb,
I don't feel no way
D
 Toast up, so what? Street small,
                Am
but it go both ways
So you'll run, yeah,
but you'll never escape
D Em
    Sunset in the maze
Bm7                              Em
Symptoms, doctor, I don't wanna feel

[Chorus]
I don't wanna feel how I did last night
D
 I don't wanna feel how I did last night,
oh
Am
Doctor, doctor, anything, please
Am7                           D Em
Doctor, doctor, have mercy on me
                    Bm
You're asking me my symptoms, doctor,
        A#m Am G#m Gm
I don't wa_nna feel

[Bridge]
Cm                                   Bb
  I don't wanna feel how I did last night
                                   Fm
I don't wanna feel how I did last night
How I did, how I did,
how I feel last night
Bb Cm Gm7

[Outro]
Cm    Cm
  Mm, lipstick smudged like modern art
I don't know where the fuck I am or who's drivin' the
fuckin' car
Bb
Speedin' down the highway, sippin'
Mixin' pills with the liquor 'cah fuck these feelings
       Fm
I left everyone I love on read
uhhuh
Spilling secrets to the stranger in my bed
uhhuh
           Bb
I remember nothing,
           Cm
so there's nothing to regret
uhhuh
                Gm7                           Bb
Other than this 4  4 kick drum poundin' in my head
Hmm